When I went to school this morning all happy and everything, I was like YAY!! Finally back to school!! But then I was watching the clock for the lessons to end so that I can have break. Which means, I'm not a nerd at all. I just want to go to school for some other reason! Which is a stupid reason that ONLY Shim knows. Don't try to guess please!

Then what I heard after 4 hours of non-stop studying? Someone in my school who lives RIGHT beside school, jumped down her apartment. Her boyfriend has the name of my friend's name and I'm so afraid that he's my friend that I feel like killing myself every second that I don't know whether its him until I see him. Which means tomorrow I will go hunt around school for him till I see him!!

Then my whole world was like spinning and I didn't know what to do and kept asking me what would I do if its really my friend because from all the newspapers and internet news I got, he's in critical condition as he also fall off the building. And, I'm pretty sure its not suicide! I feel like shit and I don't know what to do!! I can't do my Biology properly without thinking about what happened and stuff!

And then two days ago, I was thinking about my brother when Calvin Koko died in a car accident. My brother didn't come out of him room for days. Would I be like him?! I'm so worried I don't know how to pronounced the word worried!! I can't do Biology at all!!!!!

So HUNT FOR MY FRIEND TOMORROW!!!!!! FIRST THING IN THE MORNING!!!!