Basically, I am still on NERD MODE

Except, my internet is going to expire in 1 day and I still have 5GB to spend. So I'm downloading new programs and such. Downloading games to bring back so mummy can play.

And I got back my Chemistry practical results. The practical part was ok. But there a practical quiz right after the practical and I only got 16/30. Which was crap. I've never ever done so badly in my life and I have to tell mummy soon. And she will be so disappointed in her daughter. I wonder what she will say. Except I think she will say, "Do better in your finals. Work harder."

I'm already working very hard. I'm going to the library tomorrow and Sunday to be a nerdo. I need to pull the grades up so I can get a higher grade! Maths and Biology is so difficult compared to O'levels. Like they jumped a big gap of the difficulty level!

This weekend is crap because I have an argument essay to do. Then I have a whole lot of Maths revision, accounting revision x 2 because I have to accounting modules and then Biology and Chemistry, COMPLETELY not ready!! So what can I do? What do I do?!

And I changed my ticket back to Brunei. I'm going to be back on the 2nd. NOT MISSING GRANDMA's birthday. Mum already told me the plan. Going to dim sum in the morning. First night that I'm back, she would cook my ultimate favourite vegetable soup. And I want to eat everything that I cannot eat here because all the food here is expensive yet sucky! Only fast-food here is nicer compared to those in Brunei! pfft~

I will also be eating tang yuan!! I missed dumpling and moon-cake festival!! STUPID!!! DUMPLING YOU KNOW?! And the ice-moon-cake or whatever it is called. And looking at the full moon with Money baby!! Speaking of Money, I miss him!!! Only can hear his bark when talking to mum on the phone.

And I have a number of friends whose birthdays were on around this week. When everyone is pressured with exams and such. Had cake in English class once and then today had pizza and cake in a restaurant which I sort of quarreled with one person because of the size of the cake and the number of people present. And guess what, I was right, the cake was so big, they made me bring 3 big slices of cake home. And when I brought it home, the chocolate already melted. And everyone was sort of unhappy with me because I was being ETHICAL and going to school instead of skipping a class for my friend's birthday. I mean, its not like I missed the whole birthday. I stayed and eat the pizza but I left before the cake came because I had a class. 3 more lessons before finals and they want me to skip the class or go to class late because I need to be there for a cake. TIDAK BOLEH!! Me good student. And I already failed (considered fail) my Chemistry practical quiz and mum would already be disappointed (if she knew, will tell her soon) and then I tell her I miss class because I was waiting to eat a cake, I think she will cry!

And so, I left, alone. The other 7 stayed. And yet 7 cannot finish the cake. WHY?! because no one wanted to listen to me and so.....

Anyways, I heard that my teacher quarreled with another teacher because the other teacher saw my class' presentation result and thought that my teacher was a lenient marker. WHICH ISN'T true, seeing that some of my classmates got 9/15! And he dare argue with my teacher when he gave one of his students 15/15! STUPID NO?!

And I got so angry when I found out that he actually changed his students' marks for a report after they complained.
Let me tell you the whole story....
Basically, we had to write a financial report for accounting. We had to comment on whether it is favourable or whatever. And 1 hour to write like 10 paragraphs of how the business given on our test-paper was performing. So its like essay yes. And well, my class got relatively high mark because my teacher taught us how to write and we practise for 1 million times in class. But the other teacher's students told me that the teacher told them not to write this and that when we HAVE to. So we all sat for the same exam and... my two friends got quite high. One got like 31/35 and was the highest in class. The rest, got quite low. And they blame the teacher, saying he marks unfairly and bla bla bla. If he marks unfairly right, then how come my friend can get 31/35?! So all of them surrounded the teacher and they all got an increase of probably 7 marks. UNFAIR OR NOT?! A girl, who's English is obviously not as good as mine (mine isn't that good, but hers is worse) got 35/35 eventually. And she wasn't even the highest in the class. My friend eventually got 33/35 and what did I got? 34/35! And why can't I complain and get another 1 mark then?!

Worse thing is I saw one guy's report, and its obviously not good. But he eventually got 30!!! My classmate got 31, and his was way better than the guy who got 30!! So can you see why I'm so angry?! So annoyed. So unfair!! So I have to work hard and to beat the girl who is so capable of complaining till she got full marks, and then I can shove my ass up her nose! HMPH! (I know disgusting but then... that's not the point!)

So I'm done. Must study hard!! I can't believe I typed so much. Waiting for the downloads to be done!!

Until next time. Tuning the nerd mode on again!

Kimberly