I only realised I have obsessive worrying disease. Like how I worry about:
- Caroline going to Melbourne and her being blur like a 'squid' doesn't help
- How hot it is in Adelaide and whether the stuff in my room will melt
- Not letting go of the stupid clutch (manual car) too much when it is in gear 1 or the engine will stop running.
- My cousin if she does come over to Adelaide and where I should bring her around
- My luggage weight, whether I can bring back ALL of the stuff that I want to Adelaide
- Pimples (I use toner 5 times a day now)
- My dog and his new wounds
- My nails coz they constantly chip and its not nice!
- The house coz behind my house is like a jungle and it keeps raining and raining and I'm worried about landslide
- My flight back to Brunei this coming November (yes, too early to worry? I'm afraid that's not how I think of it)
- My results for law (driving)
- Next semester's classes. 8am lectures. WHY 8am? I am like a zombie at 8am!!
- Alienating my current friends coz I just don't have the time to social because I rather stay at home and relax after a long day in uni.
- How my future will be like, especially after I graduate and stuff. Definitely not thinking of marriage and stuff yet, but more MONEY and where on this Earth shall I want to stay coz currently, me not pleased with staying in Australia AT ALL, coz I can't find stuff that I want and taxes are awfully high!!
- Driving lessons and I have a feeling I will flunk the exam coz I am pretty bad at manual cars!
On a brighter note, I am enjoying my holidays in Brunei. My dietician-to-be cousin will be very unhappy when she reads this. I am trying hard to lose weight!! And don't say I don't need to, I cannot fit some of my clothes already!! Which shows that I gained a lot of weight coz there's no way my clothes shrink in size! And then I had an extremely filling lunch just now coz it's my mum's birthday so we had to eat out. Then there's cake tonight. I cannot resist CHEESECAKE!! SHIT. And most likely we are going out for lunch tomorrow AGAIN. How am I ever going to lose weight?
I think I bought all the stuff that I need to bring back to Adelaide. Its not like they cannot be found there, just 10x more expensive (some stuff)!
Cooking for tonight later. And I'm responsible for all the cleaning. I wonder why????
Coz I have a shit ass lazy brother who only knows how to order me to do stuff and he never does anything but eat and make me wash dishes, that's why! I am telling the truth ok!!
Just had another driving lesson. My teacher made me drive round and round a certain area and do reverse parking all alone in the car. She just watched me from outside. Shit scared. I drove into the pole twice but managed to park 3 times out of my 5 tries and I cannot get the car to go in straight. I KNOW, STEERING! Don't even remind me, I can still hear my teacher's monotonous voice in my head (I'm serious about the monotone. The only time I hear her not in that voice was yesterday when I crazy motorist drive past us very very quickly and she started cursing him, then went back to monotone mode and started praying, saying some stuff, me don't understand coz my malay obviously suck!)
Anyhoos, I've been watching The Big Bang Theory. BIG THANKS to my cousin coz she passed me the series. And I love it coz its so funny how you can use science to make jokes and I love Sheldon and Lenard whom you guys probably won't know until you watch it, SO WATCH IT! Shim Shim, you will love it, trust me =D
STRING THEORY, YIPPEE
I need to change my layout soon! I am getting sick of UP HEHE. You guys might have already been sick of it since eons ago. SORRY. Busy bah *look up at the ceiling*
Exactly one month before I go back to Adelaide!!!!! Depressed!! Although I can't wait to see someone, if I get to see him at all that is...
So that's it then. Toodalooo (spelling please?)
Love,
Me =D