Wishing For A Perfect Day To Come

This is the first year where I don't think its the previous year when its actually a new year. You get what I mean? I actually remember that its 2010 and not 2009 anymore. I guess its due to the fact that now the whole world is younger than I am as I see kids doing stuff or having stuff that I only started doing when I was 18. Take having a NDS for example. Kids at 10 or even younger have one. I was like....... "Are they sure they know how to play them?" Goodness, I don't think I even know how to read the instructions to play the game when I was 10!

I don't know what I want to say actually, but I think I will come up with many things to say as I had a 'vision' that this entry would be fairly long.

So let's see.....

2009.......

1. was a pretty dreadful year for the world coz of the financial crisis but since I'm studying economics, I know that there has been some improvement....

2. the year I finished foundations and entered uni

3. left Sydney and went to Adelaide alone

4. stayed in a student hostel for half a year

5. shared shower place with people other that my family members (in the hostel)

6. went to get groceries, and cooked for myself

7. met Crystal whose room was across mine when we were in the student hostel and we moved out of the hostel together

8. started cooking and going out and taking tissues (so we didn't need to buy) with Crystal

9. moved all my belongings to the new accomodation and realised that I actually have A LOT of things!

10. started wearing sunglasses because Adelaide's sun..... %)(@)$( and handbags (LOVING IT)

11. went to a pub with Crystal for a Chocolate party

12. cried because I was happy and not coz I was upset

13. took plastic bags from Central Market because Adelaide banned plastic bags

14. checked Coles and Woolsworth's catalogue every week for bargains

15. bought 6 big boxes of cereals because they were cheap and carried them back home on foot

16. finished a whole lot of tv series

17. was actually relaxing during finals and played NDS like crazy

18. went through 3 months without eating rice at all

19. went through 2 weeks just eating yoghurt and cheesecake for lunch and dinner and maybe just egg once in a while

20. watched Twilight and New Moon on the same day and they aren't very nice, I must add

21. Finished 1st year uni and (for new uni staters) it isn't really that fun although, I hear otherwise from my fellow friends who are studying in UK

22. went to KL for the first time although I only stayed in the airport

23. transited 2 airports before I reached Brunei. TRANSIT SUCKS by the way although I did get to have Starbucks in the KL airport (I don't know why so many people hate Starbucks)

24. sat down and talked to two Australians that were using the same plane, about Brunei and realised that I haven't been back for 11 months and completely forgot what there is to see in Brunei, or is it just Brunei not having anything? Oh well, I still love Brunei

25. brought my dog out for a walk

26. my dog got bitten twice since I was back

27. went to KK and did some shopping and had facial and I alone spent like RM600++ on my stuff and when I came back, it was like I didn't buy much as my jacket and sport shoes cost Rm200+

28. registered for my L license

29. gained some weight and stop telling me I still look the same. I know I am not as skinny as ever

30. lastly...... fell in love with someone whom I don't even know, although, my friend do know him. BUT STILL, I don't know him and Mario I am NOT stalking him, I never did!!! (because Facebook has this stalker program thingy, so I don't dare to stalk him, hehehe)

Ok, you guys might have stopped at #10 but I know some people would read the last one that's why I put it last!

So.... what about 2010? What would I do? Resolutions stuff?

See, I don't want to have resolutions. I mean I do, I guess, but even so, I don't want to set them too high because I don't want to NOT achieve them and get all disappointed in myself. And as you guys can see from the list above, 2009 wasn't exactly a bad year for me, so I don't have much to complain/improve/want to achieve...... except maybe:-

1. Better grades, although I am quite satisfied with my results for 2009 considering how I didn't really study and played NDS most of the time

2. I SHOULD NOT BE THAT LAZY

3. Should try to control my tears (I cry easily, sensitive, I guess.. What to do?)

4. Save some money so I can go Tasmania

5. Do more reading (My English and Malay is getting worse!)

I'm already saving money now coz I'm teaching my mum how to use Skype to call me for free and so.... I don't need to buy phone card just to call home. HEHE

And... I am already reading and reading and well now I have driving classes in Malay and I went to KK for 4 days and only spoke Malay to the people there. HEH. Hopefully I can improve it! And the reason why I don't want to forget how to speak Malay is because it is a skill! I don't want to forget how to speak a language that I've been learning since I was 5? Knowing an extra language is a good thing!

This brings me to........... BIG BIG BIG QUESTION:

See right, I'm studying Accounting and Corporate Finance now (double major) and I am thinking of dropping Corporate Finance and taking up other subjects in other fields like.... languages and maybe Psychology? So should I drop a major and study languages or should I keep the double major and have no elective space to study language?? *THINK*THINK*

I'm going to start Year 2 soon and I haven't finish enrolling because I don't know whether I should drop a major or continue doing double major and IF I keep the double major, I have some timetable clash which I need to sort out with the university when I get back which isn't until 26th Febuary at night!

Internet is pretty slow today because I am downloading, "Have You Heard About The Morgans". I want to watch "A Christmas Carol" too. And then, there a like so many upcoming movies which I want to watch and I don't know whether I have the time considering how I need to enrol, play the piano, clean the house, do the dishes, go for driving lessons, read (improve languages), practise driving, go see the doctor about my skin, visit the dentist to clean my teeth, go shopping with Caroline for necessities that she needs to bring to Melbourne, do my hair (still have not decide whether to curl or rebond), do the laundry, download all the necessary programs for my laptop because I just formatted it, go shopping for my own essentials to bring it back to Adelaide coz it is relatively cheaper here than in Australia and lastly PACK coz believe it or not, I am going back to Adelaide in 1.5 months and I seriously need to pack early coz I need to weigh it and stuff! Sucks how time doesn't permit us to do more that that. Judging from the long to-do list above, I still think there there is more because I think it should be LONGER!!

Sucks! The Earth should spin slower although some people may be waiting for something that they want the time to fly faster!! I wish these people could give me more time. Sometimes I feel like, I've just done a bit for the day and then without even realizing, my mum's home from work and it was evening already. Then I will be like, "Shit! Can't walk the dog. Can't shower the dog." Then before I finished the complaints and stuff (to self), it was time for dinner and then after dinner I have to do the dishes and clean the kitchen. SOOOOOO DEPRESSING!!!

So I guess this entry is long enough. Maybe I would blog and maybe I wouldn't. Who knows? Depend on the time and whether I finished enrolling by this weekend.

I need to take down the Christmas Tree tomorrow. YIPPEE

Love,

Kelily (my nickname from Crystal aka Eugigy) <---- don't ask why...