I don't know how I can be that foolish. Why didn't I think twice. I guess I am just plain old stupid. Why did I let the wall protecting my heart fail to perform its job? Why did I weaken the protective barrier and let him in?
What's worst, exams are around the corner and the only thing I can think about is his smile and the way he carries his bag and sits beside me and us talking. I should have known it was too good to be true.
Seeing him during exams isn't going to help at all. It's making me miserable... and in pain..
Goodbye world. I'll see you after exams, if my heart is still beating after going through the stabbing and sheer pain.